Endorphin Junkie’s redemption
Theodore Roosevelt once said, “Do what you can, with what you have, where you are.” There is a lot of wisdom in that quote that is applicable to almost anything, not the least of which is running a race.
I debated how much detail to share about my Mississauga Marathon because, as you know, I was out for redemption. While I don’t get to tell the story that I wanted to, that one would have been boring anyway.
In fact, the first half, while not boring for me at the time, is pretty boring in the retelling – I felt strong and was right on target through the 21.1K split. Yawn!
After that is when it got interesting. To make a long story short, somewhere between the 23 and 24K markers I had an asthma attack from which I never fully recovered. I did a lot of walking, some sitting, a bit of staggering, lots of gasping and wheezing. So there I was: in the middle of Mississauga, completely lost, with an aching chest, a racing heart, a spinning head, and fortunately, a pacer, my brother, to keep me company and help me haul my butt off the curb a few times. I forged ahead, running when I could, walking when I had to, sitting when that was better than falling over – and eventually I made it to the finish line.
Sure, I was disappointed that I missed my goals, especially when it really looked like it was my day at last. But in retrospect, I really did do the best I could, with what I had, where I was. That, my friends, is my redemption.
I would like to say a special thanks to my brother, David. I am not ashamed to admit that had he not been one of the “things I had”, I might not have done the best I could.